but i just can't...

kinda miss my self, the way i used to be

i try so hard and nothing i do seems good enough for anyone

not even my damn self

i'm trying to keep my self together

to keep my self same through

all of this, but there are are moments when im completely losing my mind

i hate it when heart takes too long of what mind already knows

i'm mad at my self, not you

i'm mad for always being nice

always apolozing for things i didn't do

for getting attached

for let you be in my mind

for make you be my next mistake

defending on you

wasting my time on you

but most of all, for not hating you

which i know i should

but....

i just can't.