THE BEST CHALLENGE EVER

I was challenging my self a few months ago, you know what’s that?

Niqab challenge, yes that is.

That was surely an excited one that i have waited for long days

So, this is the story....

I was back to my hometown when it was semester holiday, then as usual i had so many plans what to do, i made a challenge with my bestie to wore niqab when we both were hanging out,  so at that time we went to one of mall in Medan, maybe you know that’s called Sun Plaza. Anyway, i think it’s an honour for me and my bestie to do this challenge.

Well, we went by taxi then we wore niqab there, i was curious about how people give respond to niqabies, i wanted to know how to being them, how hard they still be patiently accept all people perceptions.

So, we arrived in Sun plaza, we get off from the taxi then you know how?

People was staring at me and my bestie so serious, it looks like we both were weird i can see it from their face. Hahaha but that’s okay.

Then, we entered to the mall,still with the same responds, as we knows everything always have negative and positive responds, so did it.

I can read something from the way they stared at me,

Some of them give positive respond, they became more polite

Some of them give weird respond, they look afraid, maybe it was so scary for them to look us with niqab and abaya. From their faces, it was like they made many perceptions and questions.

Somebody else whispers their friends, and so on.

That’s okay.

I never tell about this to my family and won’t, i will make it be my secret.

But in the end,

They know it, i’m dying.

They told to me that they hope it’s just an issue, especially my dad he didn’t want it happen to me. They never agree with my own decision for this time.

He was truly say NO.

That broke my heart even more.

To be honest, from my deep heart i was comfortable to be a niqabie. I felt it can save me from something that i didn’t want.

But how if my parent say no for it.

Maybe someday, if Allah give the chance.

Dari challenge ini aku jadi tau sih gimana respond orang orang ke para niqabies, dan heran aja kenapa niqabie yang hanya mencoba untuk menutup aurat dari pandangan ikhwan malah seringkali jadi perdebatan besar, jadi sesuatu yang di olok olok, sedangkan di luar sana masih banyak yang pake hotpants tapi di tanggapi biasa aja.